Its afternoon just woke up, was training model doing tweak all night, been doing ts for 3-4 days now. I have no idea what i am doing I am hoping for best results from the model....
as for icpc i was pretty sad that i dont have good team like seniors have, ppl who are good in my year are too full of themselves to collaborate. was down for a while but gotta play with the hand youre dealt with. also the problem is its just after the sih deadline, i will get little to no time to focus on my icpc prep. and tbh i wanted this to be more "prepared" and "relaxed".
anyway it is what it is. rn am on my laptop, i feel more bad for my laptop than myself, this shit hasnt been turned off for 2 days lmfaoooo. am thinking of keeping this on today also until my solution for sih is refined to the point i can move onto the prototype
when this ends i just hope to be busy with cp and films. already started working on my next project its going to be more fire than this. prev project was 80-90% me and 10% actor in terms of weightage. but next project is going to be heavily dependent on the actor and how he delivers the dialogues, hes having problems with the delivery.hes has the talent but not the skill, i am trying to pull it out from him, its been one week hes not able to get the dialogues right , i am afraid i will have to drop this project if he fails.
I just wanna go home ngl i am fried but things aint right at home either.
i joined this study circle recently, ppl are nice but there's this one gal disha --aggressive type-- she feels "bt" from me idk what that means, maybe "bad trip".IDK. could be ragebait could be not. well to be fair i did ragebait her a bit :) so its only fair that shes pissed at me. but tbh i am going to do it again or maybe not, this week's too hectic to be doing this.
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